we grow into ourselves
do we change? i guess.
do we grow physically? of course.
do we mature? hopefully.
yet most of all, i feel like we grow into ourselves as human beings. to me, there is nothing more beautiful in this entire world. everything we are is what we’ve always been somewhere inside of us. everything we will ever want in life is what we’ve always wanted, just maybe on a smaller scale. and everything we get in life is everything we’ve always deserved.
everyday i realize a little bit more that i’m the same person i’ve always been and that i’ll never change. it’s all in the heart. despite my bouts with failure and my less-than-beautiful moments, realistically speaking i have not changed. my life has changed, and as a result, i have started to grow into myself.
some days
i wanna go back to his basement and i wanna drink, just us five, i just wanna do it.
sometimes i feel so restrained, but most of the time i don’t.
killself:
im not 100% sure but i think i misread the directions
omfg yes
(via ournamesinlights)
i slept for hours
i slept for so many hours
but i still woke up with this headache, and i can barely move my head, and its shooting down my neck
why
it’s not humid in here enough for me
and yeah i woke up feeling the same way i went to bed. it’s almost noon, i still have to clean my room. i still have a ton of homework. i still have to go to the gym. and since my plans with everyone fell through last night—except my boyfriend whom i ditched—i still have to hang out with them.
so yeah
i wish our central air would just break forever
I’m such a motherfucking bitch
make him take me home early after he buys me dinner, is the best thing in the world…so i can go midnight bowling with my friends…and the plans fall through. and apologize 100 times. i know guys hate that.
this is the first time I’m feeling anything like this, and I’m not ready for this to be over. at all. at all.
out of nowhere.
what did you want from me today/time to get back on my feet
i was thinking about what eye contact with you is like
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i need to shed off this weight, time to start working for it
i hate when i do this
ournamesinlights:
what the actual fuck, i just wasted about 20 hours of my life watching this stupid korean drama. it was like a spin-off of the great gatsby or something, only worse.
“I just feel like my life will never be the same, you know? My favorite stories are my stories with you. My favorite memories are my memories with you.”
the thought of it being over
seriously makes me sick
i gotta work at this, and if nothing comes out of it, i guess it’s over
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